something happened at church tonight. something sad. something that caused a great deal of despair, but i will not attempt to explain it here because it would not make sense. it would not be the same. all i could think clearly of on the way home was, god, come back. please. and my mom and dad were thinking the same.

and in the kitchen i thought a tiny prayer. just a tiny help prayer. and c.s is right. He loves it when you ask. and a minute ago, he clears my mind and has it say to me. all is well. all is right. here's a smidgen of hope, and if you ever need or think you need anymore smidgens, just ask.

and everything iS well.

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