there was a skeleton train above the road. my eyelids felt like barbie plastic.

sarah has become an alcoholic. is becoming. is. she is my grandmother nineteen thirty nine incarnate. she is kate trask.

smoke on the skin.

.

a little bit earlier,

driving down the road feeling not anything. spark of a thought, what if i look up, . and he's standing in that field. right there. and a spark of a flutter and instant smile.