"and they charged him with attempted murder, and they plea bargained that down to assault with a deadly weapon, and then they plea bargained that to beein an indyan in the twentieth century." (sherman alexie's words for) thomas build-the-fire.

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too0-day was. talking on the phone , and talking too much in general.

got that roxy girl on the telephone finally. this weekend is bluegrass festival and next weekend is circus festival.

and billip||yardsale this saturday. maybe. probably.

and brenton adam}} is buying a car}}

and brently is awesome.

went frisbee searching. and the said awesome boy got a blue one with a yellow rocket atop it. one hundred thirty grams, man. and the _ __ boy bought sponge bob square pants socks and some kroger bannana pudding. and then we went to joe's house to test the frisbee and the pudding. (i , being an uncoordinated girl did nOt test the frisbee)) and then we watched friends and the news and talked about george bush and newt gingrich and israel and politics in general. and then.

it feels kinda degrading, not to me of course, but to a day, to write about it online. i don't know why. i cannot get used to this as a simple journal. ?>> i donno i donno .. ..... . .. . . . ..

maybe it is cos no matter what i say of a beautiful day, it is nothing compared to the day.... . ... .

mmm well.

i don't want to be online writing in this thing anymore.

i want to finish school and get a job and be with my friends if they will have me and be up the appropriate hours to play the fiddle.

i miss brent. i want to see him again. i want to not feel like i have to talk about crap things with him . i want him to feel like he doesn't have to talk about crap things to me. i KnOW he has a job . i KNOw he is getting a car. i wish . ahh. idon't know whati wish.

i would like to have a little house in a not-expensive-but-not-scary- side of town. i would like for brently to be married and have a big refrigerator and a lot of kids running around and live in a house and not have to argue with his dad everyday.

i would like brenton adam to be content.

i would like for tim to like bob dylan.

i would like for everyone who doesn't, ,, to like bob dylan.

i would like for that catholic man in the bahama islands to know that god and jesus aren't out to get him. never have been. don't wanna be.

i would like for logan to get a promotion without having to cut his hair all off.

i would like to visit roxy in california this summer.

i would like to visit birss and give him a hug and try to tell him just how much i love him and for him to know it.

i would like for brently to be compelled to visit roxy before she goes to california.

i would like for my brother to not think everyone is out to get him.

i would like for brent to find a beautiful girl that is worthy of him touching her arm and being told it is the perfect temperature.