today i went to the bank to argue my money back into existence. theivery is such a hassle.

how delicately balanced everything is.

last night i took a bath in deep indigo coloured water with little bits of lavender parts floating around. and dove soap. the best invention ever.

there are cows (borrowed from a neighbor) in our pastures now. . so much fun to rattle their cages. one little smoke-colored bull yearling today - every time i turned my back he'd run at me, i'd turn to look at him and he'd stop. i'd make a sudden movement (while facing him) and he'd start ,, then run away. and the big black ten times bigger than any cow in the world bull wouldn't pay a lick of attention to me. yell and whistle, and not a glance.