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2002.08.09

1:22 a.m.

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i can't sleep. i'm gonna get up in three hours. i feel so bad. i'm sorry.

these cycles are spinning too fast. i can't remember when they started. it's getting worse and i don't know. what. and it makes me mad and angry and sad and tired all at once. if it were only one it'd be alright.

i don't know where anything is.

if there was just one something to stand in one place and . just stand in one place. is what i keep telling myself. and someone.

but i shouldn't think this to begin with and that starts it spinning.

i hope no one reads this. but me in a few years. cos i know it will be saying nothing or the wrong thing,.

and to kate in a few years., i pray that this will be gone and not understandable to you.

erase

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love.

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