2002.08.09 1:22 a.m. . . . . . . . +emptyex+ . . . . . . . |
i can't sleep. i'm gonna get up in three hours. i feel so bad. i'm sorry. these cycles are spinning too fast. i can't remember when they started. it's getting worse and i don't know. what. and it makes me mad and angry and sad and tired all at once. if it were only one it'd be alright. i don't know where anything is. if there was just one something to stand in one place and . just stand in one place. is what i keep telling myself. and someone. but i shouldn't think this to begin with and that starts it spinning. i hope no one reads this. but me in a few years. cos i know it will be saying nothing or the wrong thing,. and to kate in a few years., i pray that this will be gone and not understandable to you. erase |
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